No sex life and drive

okay so Ive been with my boyfriend for 7 years... things were always great between us great communication,sex was great! it was the perfect relationship. A little about my self, I have always found sex awkward and strange and not quite sure why. I was sexually assaulted a few times many years ago which he knows about. I have talked to a therapist about those said issues. Recently we hit a bump in the road we found out that my bf has HPV we worked through it and talked about it, but since then our sex life is gone (which was October). We don't touch each other nothing, we did have sex twice after he cleared up but it was odd to me felt really uncomfortable. I have tried to bring it up but hes embarrassed that he has hpv and doesn't want to talk about it. I know I play a part in this too for the fact I don't initiate sex either ( maybe cause of my past not quite sure) I know I also have 0 sex drive and I don't know what to do about it. I'm only 25 I should have a healthy sex drive!! Is there herbs or food or something out there I can take?

Is it the HPV or is it that he cheated? If you have had issues in the past with trust from being assaulted, has this brought this back up maybe? Are you still talking to your therapist?

I think the herbs or food don't solve your problem...the matter is in your head. By the way, the reason of absensce of sex drive may be in the fact that he has HPV, it a psychology. I was in the same situation, just the problem with health was a little another. May be my advice is cruel, but try to flirt with guys on dating sites...for example on https://kovla.com/datings/us/roseville. May be your desire of sex return due to photo of nice guys?