I am trying to be independent but my friend is suicidal. Help!

Hey everyone! I am a Chrystal aura. If you don't know why tht is then please look into it. Anyways, I keep attractin negative people because I am a Chrystal aura. I have fallen into things I shouldn't do. I have made the choice to be independent and lose some of y fiends that are bad. One of my friends is suicidal and I don't want to be the cause of we death. This was a hard choice to be independent. Most of my opinions were formed from other people. I fell into a crowd of negativeness. I have some better more positive friends to hang out with. I am trying to transfer from my ol friends to them, but I'm shy. I am trying to put myself out there and be more social. I want to escape this prison into a better world. I don't know how to fix this. Not a lot is going my way in life and I am always thinking about what others think of me.. I any of you have some advise I would gladly accept it.

Well im one of them curious cats so I found out about the whole aura thing but I also took it one step further and decided to take a aura exam myself not too sure I like my own aura color… Green loving Tan… yea that creates the color of puke u.u wasn’t too pleased with that. Anyway moving on Your now DoubleJZ fyi… DoubleJZ I would submit to you first that you take “opinions” and throw em out the window. Opinions are going to do you zero good. Why? I am glad you asked, because they don’t allow you to see reality unhindered by emotions. Politics is the perfect example of this. Everyone has an opinion if they didn’t then they would be able to consider the other side more openly and actually drive to a better future. Offenses would not be taken and apologies would be accepted. That’s where you need to start. Cant say much more right now cause im off to my second job but when I can I have more. One thing you do need to ask yourself… why on earth do others opinions matter to you? They are not going to walk your steps in this life…

Ok just got back from my second job. Wanted to also add this. Your friend who is suicidal. I can relate to cause matter of fact its something I struggle with everyday. But the one thing I believe is that no matter what happens or what i choose to do ultimately, I chose to do it. No one is the blame or cause unless they shoot me... in which case i may come back to temporarily haunt them so I can thank them lol But if i take the action of ending my life I can make whatever excuse i want but ultimately I chose to do it. The same goes for your friend whether he/she decides to go through with it or not. Whether you stay or not is just a weight on or off the scale of the overall problems but its never just one thing. Its multiple things that explode through a trigger. Don't let someone who is suicidal affect your way of thinking cause they're views are distorted. Funny enough I am saying that because I am living the first hand experience of that distortion and am aware of it.