Things will never change

My wife absolutely doesn't love me, and could care less if I was killed. Maybe I should then? Maybe I will soon? I know for a fact my family would care less. Like I said before my wife would be in bed with another man in 6 to 8 weeks after I was put in the ground. And I bet my soul to the devil she would move herself and my kids in with another man no less than 6 to 12 months after I was buried to have my kids call him daddy! That's sad but true. I'm so sick of feeling sick and hurting everyday, emotionally and physically (god make it stop or make it better)! If there is even a god or is he just as real as santa claus or the easter bunny, who the freak knows?? Oh well whatever never mind. Ok I vented, something I can never do with my wife in fear of being called a loser, fat, Goss to look at, should have died in Iraq, waste of life, uneducated white trash, and a lot more of that! Every girl I have ever been with including my mom had said all of these things to me my whole life since the age of 6 years old. What is wrong with me why am I a bad person what did I do in a past life? Well this is probably my last post no one has responded to my last post and they probably won't respond to this post either. I'm just curious what people would say? If you want to respond, then you can respond to [e-mail address removed] I don't have much time left. Good night cruel world !!!!

I "think" all that crap above was trying to make either an intellectual or clever point. God knows. Hey Staind 76, what is your pronlem. You haven't give us any clues except for downing your self and your wife and family. There must be something you haven't told us. Give yourself and us a chance to help you. Believe me, I have had major marital problems after 50yrs, but have sorted them with the help of this site and the sense and awareness it has brought me. Due to other issues I tried to kill myself and failed, I often called myself a loser for that but the effects on my family would have been even more devastating I know now. I suffer from the attempt but am happy to be with those that love me. Keep in touch and good luck

(Nice post, Moody, thumbs-up! :-)) STAIND76, do you not want to answer it? Or are you (ref your private email addy - which, note, is not allowed on this site) spam posing as a poster with a problem?