Hard life

Hi I had a hard life. You can see that on some things that happened to me. First my mother is violent and she bate me when I was 19 years old the last time. It happens suddenly. She is suddenly aggressive and then she beginns to beat you. It was never my fault she reacted like that. My father let her alone and they divorced. But when you get older you notice that your parents are the only pne who care wether you are ok or not. Not even friends cares about you. In some situations you can only hold on your parents. others wouldnt look if you are on street or not, whithout food or not. After she bate me, she put me into the Psyciatry. Now I am obligated to take pills since a lot of years and I have always on my mind that I am not mental ill and I am not a psycopata. And I always remember that the reason that I am now the victim the second time in hands of mental ill psyciatrist, and that it has nothing to do with my personality. Have always on your mind you are mot crazy, neither if you go to a psyciatrist. Its not your fault the goverment made you the

...the " chosen one" and you have to fight against doctors whole your life. Its not because you want to harm people. They insult you calling you a mental ill person and treat you without respect. Psyciatry is a kind of slavery or Dictator. I just want to have all rights others also have. And the Human Rights shoould not loose their meaning because of an official illness. They must treat you good, but they dont! Well you know I am slavery at the moment in hands pf doctors and they really does not know what is better for me. They torture me!

I am now ended like a ill person violated by my mother. And she should better go to Psyciatry and work on her agressions.

Being told by the medical profession that you have a mental illness is not meant to be an insult. It's no more insulting than being told you have a broken pelvis. After all, ANY part of your body can become ill. Only if *you yourself* see it as something shameful and stigmatic. But then, surely, if you think about it, that's then YOUR insult at yourself along with whatever other, ignorant people? In what way, though, are people treating you disrespectfully for it? And what rights, specifically, are you getting at? Describe the mistreatment and torture? Also, what specific illness have you been diagnosed as suffering from? I get what you're saying, though: the majority of people can't cope with differences. That's completely and utterly true. Have you ever read 'The Madness of Adam & Eve' by D.F. Horrobin? I suggest you do. It'll give you a whole fresh perspective on it. For example, the subtitle is, 'How schizophrenia shaped humanity'. It proves how even mental illness of that 'severity' can be put to good use in this world, how you, a sufferer of any degree of "brain flu" (as I call it) or markedly different setting or wiring (temporary included) can turn even THESE giant lemons that life has dealt you into luxury lemonade. Maybe that's why you 'caught' it? Maybe someone up there wanted someone with the "oomph" to finally help turn the tide in terms of the stigma surrounding mental illness? Food for thought? A tricky and complex tool to try to achieve something really impressive with? Course, all that doesn't take into account whether it indeed might be your mother who has or had the problem. But then, to have ended up getting a clinical psychiatrist to agree with her, you had to have acted her issues and stress out *for* her, don't you suppose?

no you dont understand the words. I am talking about my feelings and my opinion is I am Not mental ill. I will never believe in that. To call someone mental ill is the same like to call Africans "nigger". You can say what you want, but I AM IN THE SITUATION AND I AM INSULTED. If you are not called like that you can talk a lot about it having no feelings about it. Its totally has no meaning for you. I am also talking from experience. You can not call people mental ill who really manage their life themselves. Mental ill people does not know what they are talking about. I KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT.

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