In love with a woman more than twice of my age

I'm living in India. Around 8 months ago, while playing clash of clans, I found a player.. I got too friendly to her, shared numbers to plan strategy for clan wars. But now it has grown to a relationship. I'm 18 years old where as she is 41. I love her, she's single. No marriage before. I know I'm going the wrong way, but I can't live without chatting with her. Please someone share their ideas how should I move further. she lives in Singapore. and me in India

Chatting is one thing...Moving further is another. What is the next step for you in this relationship? Is it the same thing that she wants? Are your life goals compatible with hers? I mean, there is a serious age gap here. Don't move too fast on this. I would wait it out and see where it goes. Even if you two were the same age, I would still say to wait a while longer (A couple years.) and make sure that what you are feeling will last awhile. You could explore different online/phone communication options before making a big move. Just make sure you two are on the same page about this. Do you know if what she says is true? How much has she expressed to you about her life?