I miss my parents

So I moved to another county 4 years ago to study at uni. During my study I decided I wanted to do something else but finished my degree anyway while volunteering to get experience in what I wanted to do. Since I graduated I got a good job that is for the organization that my dream job can be found, and I managed to get a permanent volunteer role that took me 2 years to get into due to how competetive it is. Now I love this new voluntary role and look forward to it every set of days off, but I hate my full time job now. To add to this I don't like the county I live in and I have been missing my parents immensely since I moved. I only live 2 hours away but it's like I won't be satisfied until I live back with them. The drawbacks to this however would be massive. It would make getting my dream job much harder, I would likely have to give up on my volunteer job that I am passionate about and I would probably have to split up with my boyfriend. To top it all off I'm gay and my Dad doesn't know. I feel so trapped :(