Help me

Ok idk how to start but were we go I'm 23 years old I've been with my girlfriend for ten years.she is 29 years old for the past 6 years I have started to have a drug problem meth,pills,anything with speed she ask way I started using and she hates that I use the reason I started was I'm unhappy with my life our sex life is out the window has been for 8 years and all we do is fight over everthing I use drugs to chase the happiness I once had I would walk away from the use if she would just show me the love I want and need she aways fights about the sex and how I'm cheating on her

You cannot put it on her. You can't say that if she showed you the love you need then you'd quit drugs, thats actually a pretty poor excuse. Don't put your drug problems on her. Quit because you want to quit. You say you started taking drugs to find the happiness you once had. What made you happy before drugs?

What is it that you want help with? You don't actually ask a question so its hard to give you advice when you're not really asking for it. Im happy to chat with ya and try help with whatever it is you need help with but you don't specify what you want help with..??