Can anyone relate to hating their life ?

When I was a child , life was perfect compared too now. I moved out of my moms house because of some drama and now I live with my dads. I can move out because of my age I'm 18 but I can't because I'm still in high school. My life is hell because of the people I live with. I want to like them but I can't. The way I'm treated is horrible. Their vain , mean , and thoughtless people. My parents and sibling cut me down and make fun of me. They haven't supported me or asked me about what I'm going through. They do not care. Their caught up in their own world. I think because of the way why are they deserve this pain. Not me. It seems there always happy and they never feel pain. Sorry but the reason why I'm crying tonight in my room tonight because of you and because I'm sick of living here with you. I can't wait till I finish high school and move out. Im saving up money by the way and I hope I'll live with a friend or somebody that's actually sympathic! Honestly I feel like dying tonight. Please help. I came here because I need somone who understands and I need someone too talk too.

When I was a teenager, me and my mom got into a huge argument and she kicked me out. It had been an ongoing thing, and she was finally fed up and sent me to live with my dad. He is quite possibly the worst human being ever. He had a girlfriend who lived with him along with 2 of her kids. It was like I wasn't even there. He didn't care to take me to school or if I even went, I asked for lunch money and he wouldn't give it, but her daughter, who was 14 and pregnant, got anything and everything she wanted. It was horrible. This made me realize that life with my mom, although it may not be how I wanted it to be (as a teenager), wasn't so bad after all. So, my question to you, is can you go back to your moms? If not, I'm assuming since you're 18, you will be graduating soon, so at least it's only a short period of time and you can leave this all behind. Also, I'm not 100% sure about this, but I would think since you're 18, even though still in high school, you could move out if you'd like. I moved out when I was 17 (I graduated when I was 16), so I would think you could with being 18. Sometimes teenage emotions can get the best of all of us, but if it's truly horrible, just know it will all be over soon, and you can still go on to live a truly great life. Also, reach out to any close friends or family for support. No reason to die, because then they win. Dust yourself off, and when they time comes, they will realize what they lost.