Am I crazy?

TOPIC by: winona54 Topic: Am I crazy?. I feel isolated almost all the time. I am married but my husband is sort of distant, not as bad as he used to be. But he still has had friends for 13 or so years that I have never met. They go to the casinos together regularly, a group of them, men and women. I've asked to be introduced, he refuses, says they are not really people he wants us to be friends with. There was a time he spent a lot more time away from home, overnight many times. The casinos are open all night so I figure that is where he is. Once one of these people even parked blocks from our house and sent a little girl to get him and bring him to the car to talk. They wouldn't even park in front of the house. I feel isolated, and sad, and stupid.