Confused, lost and lonely

Okay well I have a big problem please respond. I moved out of my home state 2 years ago, I go back very often and last time I went back was 2 days ago but I was there for the week of our country fair. My old boyfriend was there and he was like crazy for me from like 1st to 5th grade (then I moved) anyways he wanted to hang out and I was walking around with me and hes like if I see this one girl I am going to put my arm around you I am like okay. Then he keep doing the tried to hold my hand and I was like I cant do this I am talking to someone in my state I live in but I am really dating him but I love the other guy more but I cant be with him but I dont wanna break up with my boyfriend here I feel something strong warm and cozy when I am with the other guy I wanna move home but my mom is like no because I had to move for my dads work. help?