Deceitful or the truth

i am 20years old. my boyfriend and i broke up some months ago... after d breakup we would still meet each other and do everythng we did as a couple except d tag of a couple was no longer there. this included second base. it was all fine till the last vacations.. but after the vacations he is a changed man. we dont meet for days on end, he doesnt return my calls and when we finally speak, things invariably end in a fight. he always has seemingly plausible excuses.. but after our last face to face meeting i thot things were beginning to look up, i was straightforward about my feelings, and he was like what crap, how can u even think that way... so i thot ok, we are back on track. but now i find that he has not changed a whit. seems like he is avoiding me.. cuz he has time for everything an evry1 but me... what do i do?? its embarrassing for me... cuz this place is not that big and every1 knows about me n him.. n i have to live here for the next 2 yrs at least.. and thing is the greatest humiliation i feel is toward my self .. .that how cud i have acted the way i did n allowed him the things i did... i feel like i cant live wid myself anymore... please help... this is affecting my everyday functioning... feel like an an emotional wreck...

Hi , i think that you must be proud of yourself , because you are a good one , you were straightforward about your feelings and you did everything that you can in order not to loose him , but i think that he did'nt deserve you , because if he is a good one , i think he will be straightforward and he tells you the truth .So i advise you my dear to try to forget him and you must be happy because if you look right or left you will find lots of people who love you and who respect you . I hope that i did sth that help you to overcome your problem.

you crazy bitch!!