I hate my husband

Hi Guy Am new on this block, and i need help, this is my story.. I met my husband online(Facebook) late 2009,visited him in 2010 on one of my trips to Canada,never liked him, but my friends convinced me he was a good christian, knew God, no criminal records and was a nice guy, so we started dating, we actually went our separate ways for about 3months in 2010 because of one quarrel or the other, we finally got married in 2012, we never had sex during the courtship, but kissed, we had problem during the wedding preparations, he found it difficult to release money saying he didn't have,when he finally came down to Nigeria for the wedding, my dad has to speak with him before he was able to release some extra money, i added some more money and the wedding was done, we had a few problems after the wedding, he said with all the money he spent the wedding was not what he expected, complained about my dad asking for more money and that my bride price was too much, complained he didn't know i was the bread winner of my family..........maybe because am the first child of my parent and the only one working as at when the wedding took place. Now after the wedding we needed to start my visa application process, he downloaded the forms but i was not ready then, because i was not in the right firm f mind, asked him to fill his and i would feel mine later, which he did, the visa application fee to Canada cost 1100 dollars, this exclude my medicals, new passport with a new surname, i asked him for the money or even part of the money and he said he was broke and need to prepare his car, pay some money his owing in his line of credit, and said we could take our time pending when we have to make the application, and i asked when would that be? he said just pay if you have the money, well i actually borrowed some money to add to what i had to pay, it was stressful but i did pay, since after the visa application on the 4th of July we both haven't spoken to other each, i think i hate him, i need a divorce, i didnt plan for this, more so i was 35yrs and felt i was growing old, since all my mates where married with 3, 4, kids hence my decision to marry this guy, what do i do? am on the edge right now and i need help.