Abusive relationship I guess

sucks to admit but ive found myself in yet another abusive relationshp..lately hes just been choking me really tightly & trying to put me to bed , thank god i havent passed out but i guess in a way you can say its my fault.. ive been doing dumb things & i know i need to run, its just im pregnant & i dont wanna do it alone .. you dont have to tell me to leave , trust me .. i will i just hope it gets better for us

Having a child on your own is better than having one with someone who is abusive. It feels hard now, but it will be better for both you and your child to get out NOW. I know you don't want to be told this, but imagine someone treating your child the way this person is treating you. It's painful to think about, isn't it? Treat yourself as well as you would treat someone you love. You deserve it. I'm sending you virtual thoughts and prayers. (I'm also happy to send a list of resources if you think it might help.)