Two guys... just best friends? or is it more?

Hi everyone, I am a 19 year old guy, and went to high school with a guy who is currently 18. We were very close during those years, and often joked (along with a couple other male friends) that we were gay. As fate would have it, I have feelings for him. He's the only guy I've ever had feelings for... I'll just make a list of my involvement with him: * Hold hands a ton (whether in movies, at parties, etc) * We used to lay between each others' legs during class * Feel each others' bodies a ton (massages, back rubs, head scratching, even fake kissing) * Extensive phone conversations (2+ hours, listening to him play piano, falling asleep on the line) * Toss around things like "I love you." - got a random text from him one evening this summer that read nothing besides "I like you." and that's all he texted me that day. didn't reply after that. * Went out to breakfast, he paid for my food. I've bought him movie and event tickets. He's paid for our things too. * Every now and then he looks at me and his eyes seem to be screaming, almost in pain. * One night on a late bus ride home, he fell asleep with my arms wrapped around him. * He wants me to transfer to his school. * This has been going on for years. A lot of it continues even though we are hours apart. * But he also goes on for hours about girls he finds attractive, how 'women are his weakness,' which ones he would like to bang, etc. There is so much more I could write, but it hurts. Basically, he doesn't reject any of these advances. I want to find out for sure what the extent of our relationship is. Thank you all in advance for your help - it is difficult to deal with these thoughts.

In my opinion, he seems to like you as well. But let's not confuse that with "Leading you on" Though these two can be very confusing. If I were you, I would definitely talk to him and get an answer. I would want to know if he feels the same way about me. It's better to know the truth than to not know anything. No matter the truth, at least you'll know what you need to do. If the answer is no, then try your very very best to move on, but if it's yes, then CONGRATULATIONS! :) I hope you get the answer you want. :) I bet you two would make a cute couple.