I feel so stuck dumb and confused

Well I'm not sure where to begin. So here goes nothing.-- I have been in this relationship for a long time. First time was 6 yrs. This time I believe 5. Anyways I'm not sure if he's cheating or not. He's a compulsive liar. So I never know when he's telling the truth. Of course I don't believe anything. I have not caught him, but there's all out of red flags. I have found dating sites on the computer, he leaves for hours at a time with a lame reason, or no reason at all at times. Some times I don't even bother asking because I know it will be a lie. He knows that I have no money or anywhere else that I could go. So there fore I'm stuck here. So basically what can I do?. I have no car book friends nothing. I'm pretty much stuck here 24-7. While he comes and goes as he pleases. Yes he does use, so that is why he can't sit still for to long. He used to treat me like a queen and I was the one that did what I wanted to. Even when we were no longer together, he never actually left me alone.We remained friends that could talk about anything, and he was there for me. But when I lost my family, my home, my car, Everything,. He was the only one there still.that it's why we now live together. I had no other choice. For the most part he takes care of me he has income. I have nothing.still. It's driving me totally crazy. I hate fighting since we have to live together, but from all the trust issues, the lies, and the not knowing I can't stand for him to even touch me anymore.What can I do? Any advice would be helpful. I've been trying to find a job, but with no car, it's hard. I'm not young anymore. And I can't save any money because he doesn't give me any. Please any suggestions that won't land me in jail? Thanks.

You need to get out of this situation as soon as you can he is a drug user and abusive. he knows he has you cornered. Does he ever hurt you or do anything abusive that you could report him for to the police? If not you could put in an anonymous report of his drug usage and try and get him caught for that. Anything so they put him away. In the meantime try really hard to find any job you can do, do you have any public transport nearby you can use to get there? As soon as you can start earning any sort of money you can start to put some away. Do you have any sort of refuge centre you could go to? Do you have any family you could run to? Is it possible for you when hes out or when hes drugged to get his credit card and some cash and just catch the next bus to somewhere very far away? Get yourself into the cheapest B&B you can find and get yourself a job and work up from there. You cannot stay with this guy if he poses a a threat to you