I am pregnant, and need some advice

Hello, I am a single mum with two children, I went through my past two pregnancies alone as my childrens father wasnt their for me at all! I booked an abortion with my second daughter but didnt go through with it, and was very sick in hospital i was alone and he didnt do a thing to help so at around four months pregnant i split up with him. I was fine being a single mum but did sometimes get lonely, then when my baby was five months old I started going out with someone else, we were together for a year then he dumped me because he didnt want to be with somebody who has two kids! But he still kept saying he wanted me back and that he loved me, then he kept changing his mind but he still came round and we always ended up sleeping together i was on the pill, but now im pregnant, My dr thought it was in my tubes as i was on the pill so i had tohave a scan and i saw it with its little heartbeat and he wants me to get rid of it, but im not sure what to do as i dont think i could forgive myself if i did but on the other hand do i really want to be a single mum with three kids? He is also putting loads of pressure on me saying that if i have it he will end his life and things like that, which isnt fair, we are both adults who knows what can come out of sleeping together, and that just makes me feel bad, any advice?

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