Night shift day shift - boyfriend's feelings' shift

Hey. I have just jumped up in my bed in tears. Alone. Again. I am not single though. Me and my boyfriend have been together for over a year. And for a year he's been working nights. Unfortunately, I work day shift and getting desperate. For around 10 month everything was so so great, we live each other so much, but he stopped showing that to me. I've been rejected emotionally and physically for around 2 month, but the worst thing is that he denies it. We do not argue alot but he only gives me a formal kiss every other day and says "gosh what else do you want? Why the hell are you saying I've changed?". I doubt he's cheating on me or has crushed on smbd else but.. He's different. I feel we alienated largely because we spend maybe 15 mins together weekdays. Gosh we talk and we laugh and that is why it is that hard for me to explain how i feel. It just... Blows my mind!

Follow your initial gut reaction to the problem. I am not talking about the objective analysis we give to a subjective relationship, but the real "What is going on?" type of reaction you gave to yourself. In that response, you shall find your answer. TinaW