Lie and gossips break trust

To begin with, I must say that I my parents aren't mine at all. I mean, when I was 14, I lost my parents, and then one girl from my class decided to take me to her family. Everything was O.K., we had good relations, however in the middle of this summer my life turned to a horrible nightmare, which seems endless to me. In the beginning of the summer I had some quarrels with a girl who dates a guy from a rich and influental company. Later I went to the summercamp, and I was feeling confident that I'd done my best to solve all my issues. While staying there I got acquainted with a girl who was dating another guy from that company. I did it, indeed, using one famous social site. You should also know, she lives in the city, which isn't far from my town - it takes only 40 minutes by bus to get there. No doubts, as simple teenage girls, having one main common topic (that company) we gossiped a lot. When I returned home, I didn't tell my family all truth about her. I made up a story that she'd been staying for two days at that camp and then been taken away. Actually, I just didn't want her to think I'd been trying to become a member of the company (by the way, a guy I liked is from it), and that was the truth! Me and that girl became friends very fast, she called my almost every day, and I did the same. We also chatted on VK a lot, and twice she came to my town to go for a walk with me. Unfortunately, one rainy day my happiness faded. My sisters made me show them all my online conversations. Honestly, I just curse me because I didn't manage to think and delete all chats. Since that day I wasn't allowed to communicate with all my friends, use social sites, and my sisters were furious about that girl the most. They shouted at me a lot. I was desperate. Nevertheless, one day a month ago I escaped from home and went to my friend's (that girl) city. You see, she was going to have fun with me a few days before it, she was coming to my town, but my sister didn't let me go out. Naturally, then a crazy, selfish thought popped in my head, and you know the result. I turned off my mobile phone and was hanging around my friend without telling anyone. Sadly, a few people noticed me at that city and reported it to my sisters. I'd never seen my family so angry. I'm not going out with anyone besides one classmate now, I've already tried to talk to my family several times, but thet are still blaming me. And it's become really irritating two days ago. I have to cry every day, because they are constantly reminding me of it. And even if I go somewhere, I have to write down the destination and time of leaving and coming. I'm feeling like a junky. I must confess, there are other horrible details in my just-changed life. Really, guys, I just don't understand their attitude to me! I don't think, I made such a great mistake! Many people are much worse than me, so do I deserve it? I terribly need your help, because I'm already going mad!

they dont like your lying and rebellion,what if u get this friend home and talk,that will build trust,your family can also spend time with her,know her

Oh, that would be great, however I've already tried this, I mean, I've already offered my sisters to go for a walk with me and my friend. But the result was awful. They said it would never happen, since they don't wanna listen to new gossips and so on. They said I must forget about that person.

Dear friend, u just don't worry, caz with patience comes....umm........something good. When u find ur sisters in a happy, jolly mood, u go explain them very slow and steady, and try not to scream or make them angry. Try to keep them calm when u explain it to them.(oh, and sad face, a li'l crying works in these cases).

Ah, that sounds really cool, but, in fact, it's really hard to explain everything without shouting, because my sisters are used to make drama out of tiny things, and that really winds me up. And, unfortunately, they don't believe in my tears. However, I think, you are right, and I'll attempt to find the right moment and the right words. I've been waiting for it so long, but this moment hasn't come yet. But anyway, thanks.