trapped and unappreciated

I feel like my life is all messed up. I really thought life was going to be better with the choices and path that I took but it just seems that no matter what I do things just feel out of control and I'm miserable. I have been divorced twice and married again for the third time. My present husband is unsupportive and has issues himself. By no means am I perfect but why must I always get yelled at for just about everything. He constantly jumps the gun and accuses me of do things I never did in all kinds of situations. He hardly treats me with any respect for example he puts his face up to mine like a drill sergeant when he doesn't like what he hears or disagrees with something I said. He never supports me in raising our daughter either. I work a full time job, I have no child support to pay out and all my earning support the household and activities of our daughter. I have to manage the bills, laundry, meals, shopping, etc... I have mountain of debt solely in my name and behind on my mortgages. My husband doesn't have a care in the world and over $1000 goes to his ex-wife in child support. He expects a lot and I feel like I'm being taken for granted. If I'm not feeling well he pulls the "she's on PMS card." I hate my life.

It seems to me that Your current husband is insecure about himself and takes it out on you to make him Feel like a man. You should never ne treated in any abusive kind of way. God made women as delicate as glass and when he hurt we break. You have been broken. Its time for you to seek professional help by seeking counseling. There is nothing wrong with counseling. The masters college offers free counseling. I went through a very similar situation.God bless