I'm still into him, should I fight for it..??

It was just a week after my Biological mom died from cancer when i found out that my boyfriend is cheating on me. instead of confronting him i keep quite, stay away from him.I tried to stand up and be strong i thought i can make it. i know i have a lot of short comings. Just after i over dose my self luckily survived we booth decided to talk and have closure just last October decided to be friends. he told me that i i didn't let him feel that i love him, maybe he was right i don't. after that we were just simply seeing each other sometimes in same bar, i am with my friends same with him. until I decided to stay away from them, to my friend and to the people who knows about us and keep on telling me that we can still have another chance. its been almost 8 months that were not together, in that 8 months there was no day that i wont even think him. There was a time when he sends me messages telling me that he missis me, I'm trying to ignore him, trying to fight the urge to reply. I really miss him so much but I'm afraid to tell him what i fell.My sister keeps on telling me that, why don't u try to fight for him, and try another chance.. but how about if just fail again same as before..?

I honestly had that same problem before. I've never been able to stand up to those types of problems. Most of the time if people cheat, they'll do it again. I've been cheated on in practically every relationship I've been in. It's tough. But I deserve better, and so do you. I get that you liked/loved him. But even if he says you didn't show him how much you cared, he had no right to cheat. He could have talked it out with you. If he was unhappy he could have left. Not hook up with some other girl. I don't think you should "fight" for him. Cheating is wrong. No matter what. It's completely unfair, and heart breaking. Especially after what happened to you. Unless he can prove to you that he will NEVER cheat on you again and tell you when he has doubt, it's not worth it. That's my opinion. I hope I help some.

Well. You should start a new relationship, if you want to forget him and so on. But if you miss him, try to give it a chance and see what happens. Worried about failure? Well, the moment you fall in love, you risk for pain right away. Deal with it..