My boyfriend drugged my coffee

I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. It has been an emotional rollercoaster. I have tried to break off the relationship several times because of his verbal and emotional abuse, he has also physically hurt me. Everytime I try to leave he starts with the threats, he has never gone through with them, because I get scared and give in, except for this time. This morning I told him I was tired of his drug use and his irratic behavior and the toll it has taken on our relationship and me. He threatened me, telling me that he was going to fix it so I could leave, but I would be in jail and lose everything. I stayed strong and packed my car. And per his usual behavior, he got really sweet and nice again, and asked me if I wanted a cup of coffee so we could just talk. His sister and her boyfriend were there making breakfast so I said ok. He brought me a cup of coffee and we had breakfast. Within 15 minutes I started feeling sick to my stomach, I was shaky and my skin was crawling, especially my head. I immediately suspected that he had put something in my coffee. Well, I left and went to drug store to get a drug test. And I DID test positive for cocaine and meth. I do not do drugs of any kind, I am actually drug tested for my job. I am also drug tested by the courts for some cocaine that he had left at my house. I have 3 weeks left on the drug testing colors and my charges will be dismissed. He really got me this time. I called him and he denied it, but I could hear the guilt in his voice. He had the opportunity, he had the drugs ( that was what the argument was about) and he had threated me. Now, what do I do? I have no real proof? Except my dirty drug test. Plea

Dear Look - Go to the your lawyer. Go to the police with your lawyer - take your drug test - file charges and get the hell out of this guys life! Next time it might be more permanent! Run don't walk! Whatsup

well i lived with a crackhead for years.and i know the pain and trouble they can cause.fisrt get away.before you do anything.then wait.maybe 2 weeks set him up.so he can get cuaght with drugs.make sure your covered though.if not it will come back on you.if not just leave and explain it to the one you have to do a drug test.ask for more time to prove your self