Marriage-to continue or end it

Hi. I have a big confusion of life. I would like to cut short the story as its the confusion for 5 years. Five yrs back I got married. It was an arranged marriage.but within 3 months due to recession we both lost our job. My husband left me and went absconding leaving a message that he wants divorce. Tried contacting nd searching him but in vain for 3 yrs. I decided to apply for divorce on dessertion mailed him this on his email id. For my surprise and shock he said he wants to rejoin. I agreed with some conditions. He also agreed for the conditions orally but never fulfilled. . After 1 yr he was diagnised with schezophrenia and hospitalised. I took complete care of him. 1 yr got over with his medication. Now the problem is he always speaks about being with me on temporary basis. He never spends on any expenditures. He doesn't care for me also. I am feeling lonely even with him and feel frustated that I'll be cheated again.. we don't have kids still. The feeli g of bei g neglected nd cheating is killing me.

Your are ideally adding more confusion to the existing confusion. It is pretty clear, that this guy wants only a caretaker, but at home - free of cost. Better take him to an care center, and yes you being a human with care and kind heart, you can support him financially. This way, you are atleast prepared and can hold to your self respect.

There is nothing in this marriage that you have to preserve. Walk away while you can.