Scared...

So this is my first time here, well here goes nothing...im in a complicated relationship...you see the girl i love is the my cousins daughter, i didnt ask for it ,it just happened, now were hiding it from the family because they wont accept it we think, now im a little bit annoying, you see we had a fight tonight ,because she's talking to this otjer guy and i got jealouse, she knows thats what im like, still she speeks with this guy and i know she wont do anything , i trust her , but i dont trust him , i tried to let it go, but i cant , now im scared im pushing her away and i dont want that to happen , she's everthing to me ,she's what i think about when i wake up e when i go to sleep , i just really want it to work out , ive never been this emotional , ive always been a bit of an asshole when it comes to people , but she means do much to me....

Italu