Needing advice

I've been in a relation with a Guy off and on for 7 years. I don't love him now but i used to. Im a very nice person but he is evil at times. When i treat him good he treats me bad. But when i treat him bad he treats me good. I hate being a bitch cuz its not my way of of acting ..i tried to end it many times but he will not leave me alone. So i keep seeing him occasionally out of fear. I've tried protection orders which did no good.. he has deep issues with alcohol. How can i get him out of my life? Moving is not an option and im tired of the price i pay when he damages my truck

What is he attracted to in you? Try acting opposite of that for a while. Might help get him off your back.

No family or friends to help...but wat seems to work is when i hide. I just don't want to live like a hermit.

What if you try dating someone else? How does he react?

Ok look im new to this forum and needing advice ..some of you are judging me and making accusations that are not true. No one here knows the exact situation that anyone is in so don't judge! Ease up and be kind. Thx.

Jolie, if you don't open out a little more, we will not be able to help you. Tell us what happened with the protection orders? What kind of violence he does that you fear? Tell us what kind of person he is, so that we can suggest options for you.