I can't seem to be alone..

So I started dating at 12, and i'm now coming up for 23, a good solid 10 years and i've had 5 boyfriends in that time (A few short term and a few lasting years) but i've never really had a gap between these boyfriends. I think the longest i've went is 3 months.. and whenever i'm in one of these gaps I get an instant crush on the next guy that makes me laugh, to the point where I can't stop thinking about them.. Feminists must hate me haha, but I just can't seem to be alone without convincing myself i'm in love and need a new boyfriend. I suck at this independence thing.. I was wondering if anyone has any useful advice or inspiring quotes? I'm just sick of falling for people! :P