My life

I would just like some peoples opinons of things my spelling is not great buy the way lol. I met a girl a few years back n im so in love with her it hurts n for so long we have got on and killed each other like cat and dog me being the worse of the two.my only issue is she isint mine to have so its been one big secret.I just dont no what to do as i am single and not to long back i did something that really hurt the girl and i just dont no how i can make it right its not what i have done its because ive lied about it and now i have lost her trust and that kills me.its a very messed up situation on both accounts the way we have gone about our lifes for a while im just at a loose end i love her so much but it also kills me her not being mine .any advice ? Has any one else been in my shoes?

Mick, step back a bit and look at your actions. If you loved her that much, why would you hurt her? If you have lost her trust(and you really need to ask yourself if you had it properly in the first place)then you don't have a relationship because trust is the very foundation of any relationship. Your next step is to ask yourself how you could possibly have any chance with her if it's been one big secret? You guys are either together or you're not. No relationship can out last constant conflict. Something has to give and if she's not yours to have then she's not..it's that simple. Going by your post, you need to just cop it on the chin, learn a hard lesson from this 'very messed up situation' and then walk away and get on with your life.