No one love me and understands me....

I'm indu from Malaysia....I have a problem on my life.... I'm become loner and loner in my life.... In my house, no one shows interest on me... My mom, grandma everytime shows their personal tensions to me.... I becomes waste in my family.... I don't know is that I'm pretty or not.... My friends looking uglier but they had success in their love life.... They all have life partners.... But no one love me.... My friends teasing me always.... I can't take it the pain.... I'm very scared that I will die in orphan condition....before this many had love me but they all cheat me ready... I'm dieing everyday in my life..... This is my problem.... I have no one to share my problems.... Hopefully you will reply to me..... Thank you....

i hear you bro :/ i was abused as a kid, no one loved me. I hardly make any friends. And when i do everybody just at some time leave me, which hurt even more. I have a thread here called everybody leaves, you can read it. maybe when you see that others also have same issues, some even worse, you well see you are not alone. mybe it will help. Try to stay strong. I used to be very suicidal, now is better, though not complete. Try to make your own something. Try to have your own place, job, to feel more independent from people, to see you can live without them some time.