My boyfriend hides me from his social media

I've been with my bf for almost 2 years now and he won't add me to his Instagram instead he blocks me cuz he says I'm crazy. I ask him why he won't even acknowledge that were together or even post a pic of us. He posts about everything else but refuses to have a pic of me. I've been through hell and back with relationships so I don't know if its my low self esteem causing me to feel insecure or if I really have something to be insecure about. I cry every night because I just don't understand. He use to have fb but deleted it when we got together. He says he loves me and he doesn't want his business on social media but it just doesn't make sense to me cuz he talks all about his fishing trips and everything else on it so I just feel like he's hiding stuff from me. Just feeling like I can't take much more. Am I just being stupid?

Gud

You're not being stupid, a lot of woman would feel the same way as you do. He says "your crazy" and this is the reason he blocks you from his Instagram, then he says "he doesn't want his business on Instagram" then puts his business out on social media. What does he mean by your crazy? Tell him that his refusal to acknowledge your relationship makes you feel uneasy about the relationship. Both you should be completely OPEN with each other. Both of you should have each other passwords, nothing should be hidden from each other. A lack of transparency in any relationship only leads to suspicion, self doubt, insecurities. Maybe it's time both of you discuss what your expectations of each other are in this relationship. Too often people assume their expectations in the relationship are simply understood by the other. HIGH on your list is true openness, how high is this on his list?