Split and need advice

Hi I'm really hurting My gf of 10months finished with me 3 weeks back. A week previous to that she had told me how much she loved me and wanted to move in start a family. She told me something was missing and and it's not fair on each of us to continue it. Since then she returned my door keys and I have not heard of her since and it's now two weeks since we had that message exchange. She is so stubborn so even if she did change her mind or was misssng me,she wouldn't let me know I doubt. I'm in a bad way about it all and it's driving me crazy I want to contact her but I really think I'm going to get rejected. I sit their monitoring her online on whatsapp like a loser. She's online all the time so my guess is there is someone else. I really could do with some help Thanks

I am so sorry you are hurting. I am not sure how old you are but I am assuming both of you are fairly young and not married before. It is not uncommon for people to question their feelings when they are about to make a big decision like moving in with someone and start a family. My advice would be not to torture yourself wondering how she is feeling about you. If you need to at some point ask her what she feels was missing from her relationship with you (so you can have closure) go ahead and do that but her actions are not loving actions. In the meantime, remember who you are and be kind to yourself. Focus on your own growth from this experience which will benefit you regardless if you both decide to get back together at some point or not.