Is he just mad or is it over?

We know each other for two years and have been friends. We didn’t talk for a year because he relocated. I always had a huge crush on him and he knew that. We reconnected a few months ago after his relationship ended. We have been texting and flirting for like 3 months. He would text me in the middle of my dates when he saw me going out on Facebook. I finally asked him out. He admitted he liked me and would love to see where this went. We spent the whole weekend together. It was a little awkward. He seemed half scared of me. He was just coming out of relationship. I asked him what the deal was. He said he didn’t want to rush things. It came out a little rude over text. I didn't respond. In truth I got scared because I really care for the guy and I made the horrible mistake of running and not responding to that text. I even unfriended him. But in truth is because I was scared it was not going to work out and I would get hurt. I came back a week later. I apologized and told him what happened. He lied and said he went back to his ex and to leave him alone. I know he’s not back with her for a fact. He blocked me on facebook and unfireinded are mutual friend right after I contacted him. I then sent a text fully apologizing and accepting all responsibility. It was lengthy. He did not block my number but he has not responded. He is a sensitive guy and I had to iniciate flirting and asking him out because he was acared and awkward. But I do like him. It sucks because we were really good friends. We never actually defined who we were or what we were. I know this is all my fault and I am not going to sugar coat it. Did he say and do these things out of anger and will he never forgive me? Is it completely over whatever it was? Do I just need to wait and see if he comes around.

I am not sure how old you are... but we change a great deal in life. I know that I would never have relationships with people in my past. It inhibits growth. I don't want to move backwards. I don't want a relationship that is tied to pain... or drama. I want a beautiful life and a beautiful relationship... that is fresh. That will promote moving forward... not tie me to the past... especially if it wasn't happy. But that's just me. I am very proactive about FREEDOM and what that means to me. I would rather be alone forever, than in a relationship that doesn't support freedom... spiritually.