What is this feeling?

I've been feeling really useless lately. Mostly I've been just feeling like I'm there. I have no luck in finding a job, I feel like people are either too nervous to approach me or maybe I give off a vibe of "don't talk to me." and I haven't really had anyone knowly flirt with me. I've just been a mental wreck lately and it has me feeling ugly on that inside. I feel like I'm undeserving of love or maybe I've cursed myself because of my last relationship. Whatever these feelings are I just want them to go away soon.

this the first time youve felt "useless"? Why do you think people are to nervous to approach you, or what vibe do you feel your giving off? Was flirting a common thing with you, before you felt this way? Did you use the flirting to hide things before, or was it just natural, honest flirting? Being a wreck is human, we all crash, and we seldom feel purty once we are wrecked. Feeling you are undeserving of love is a bit of a deeper issue, and we will just pass on that one, till we get the basic's answered, its likely just a snowball of a simpler issue. They can go away, just have to address them, regardless how ugly they may be. We are always in control of ourselves, even when we are not. Its up to us to see the light, make the changes, and go from there.