Trouble trouble!!

Well when I was younger, about 10, my cousin, aunt and uncle came over to my house. They stayed there for about a week. We used to live about an hours drive north of Chicago and we showed them around town. Well one night, my cousin, baby brother, and I all slept in sleeping bags in my mom's office because my aunt and uncle took our bedroom. So I'm lying awake in the darkness and my brother is sound asleep and I hear my cousin Keaton whispering to come sleep by him. I politely refuse because earlier my lil brother begged me to sleep next to him. So I hear keaton move to my side and he slides in my sleeping bag. He smiles then rolls on top of me then starts kissing me like we were some lustful teenagers!! He's younger than me by a bit over a year but he was definitely stronger than me!! And at that time I wasn't exactly flat-chested. I got teased for it a lot at school for being "maturer" than the rest of the girls. But he unbuttoned my blouse and started sucking my breasts!! I couldn't move and I was trapped in the sleeping bag all night and it happened every night they were there. He touched my vagina and clitoris too and rubbed them a lot. Now I'm fifteen and he has a girlfriend and I have an amazing boyfriend whom I love dearly. He still texts me frequently. But he lives in the middle of the USA and I live on the east coast. I'm kinda scared to tell this to anybody because they might think its incest. I didn't accept the advance at all. I want to tell my boyfriend but I'm uneasy on what will he think. And my bestest best friend isn't friend with me anymore so she's not really an option :( Whenever he texts me he flirts with me and makes dirty comments about my breasts and vagina. Even though he hasn't seen me in about five years to see how I really look. I'm not really sure what to do about this, and I might see him soon for a family reunion. Any suggestions?

You say you love your boyfriend, and if he loves you back then there should be no issue in telling him about this. It wasn't your fault. If your boyfriend has a problem with it he doesn't care about you the way you should be cared for. Personally, I wouldn't respond to text messages from your cousin if he is making dirty comments to you. You are only giving him what he wants when you message him back. If you see him at the family reunion don't speak with him other than casual talk WITH other people around. What he is doing is disgusting and if it is making you feel uncomfortable than say so and leave it at that. You also may want to confide in your mother to tell her what happened. You shouldn't feel alone or feel like no one is supporting you when you feel like this.

Thank for your reply Faith. I don't really respond back to his texts unless I have to, which is rare. I'll tell my boyfriend, I'm happy he loves me back :) but I don't think my mother will believe me. Whenever something happens at home or at school (majority of the time) and the other party is seriously in the wrong she thinks I twist the story so that I look like I'm in a good light. Plus I don't want to start a family fight about it. My cousin's father is a bit physically and verbally abusive to him and even though he scarred me for life, he still my family. My uncle would most definitely be swinging if my cuz did anything wrong. And I know my mom would fight with her sister about it (her sister is my cuz's mom) and most likely her mom and dad. I just don't want to add another burden. My family is already going through a lot of trouble...