Epilepsy !!! r u kiddin me !

ok my story starts since my childhood, i used to love my cousin who's my age. the cutest love story ever !!! but it was quiet weird cz when wer're alone we used to make it out but when we're surrounded by ourfamily he changes so much ! doesn't eventalk to me.ibelieve his mum is the 1 who always tell him to stay away frommr be he just can't. time passes and me becoming a teenager and didn't see himfor so long iwas head over heels !! when i finally saw him he was such a dork !!talks very little and acts as if he's try into stay away from me but i knew from his sis that he's always thinkin about me. he even did a fb account and simply ignored adding me !! i was so pissedoff and confused until this year !! am now 17 and he's 18. i suddenly found him adding me and flirting with me on chatt ow i 4got to say that we're living in a totally different country so communicate only b chat. back to the topic, he changed so much and keeps on saying he never loved someone but me am his life and air he breath and keps writing poems and sending me sms amd calling.. honestly i freaked out cz ifelt it's so weird, and when i ask him wat changed him so much he always answers " i decided to be kind with myfamily" i was like what th hell !!! i didn't get it. but then hetold me that he's sick and didn't want to say a word until i knew that he suffers from epilepsy !! just few monthago and fromthat point on he's sosweet with me and guess wat he actually wants to propose to mewhen we meet nxt year !!! sooooo weirddd!! i was so confused and that time and i had to take advice from my mum and she told methat it mightbe his mum ordering him to do socz she might be afraid that hecould suffer in his future life specially with relationships cz his partner might broke up with him when sheknows about his disease and i actually new that his mum is planning to let us get married soon but for sure this is nevergonna happen unless i agree. for know am not in love with him at all but am quiet pitty and confused about him.. does he really loves me or is it his mum's orders controlling him ? should i agree about this and be his future wife? does epilepsy causes negative effects on his sexual abilities? r we gonna be able to live a normal sexual life ? please people i need ur help please don't hesitate to reply... am lost !!!

You don't need to rush to get married, hun. You're only 17. Just let things cool down for a bit, and see where you want to be. Nobody should dictate how your relationship with anyone goes, you are the decider, and so is your partner. I don't know much about epilepsy, but there's Google to help you with that. Just talk to him about everything and see where you both want to take the relationship, that's how you will find the best solution to everything. Communicate with him!