At odds

greetings. since i haven't been able to get around to drive my good old trusty car lately i feel my mind get numb. somehow everything seems full of useless escapistic desensationalized irrelevant viceful trite incongruent and succeptible ingenuity with what a frozen finger up int the good old skies everything is the new institute sun and all. The thing is suspicious, i feel evrything gradually change in subtlety through ephimerous details. as if anything especially soft details and static could change entirely in an instant, there was this instant in particular was just baffling. i don't if you know bout thm but i used to love brand Manner cookies extra creamy, delicious. now i look at them and instinctively feel repulsed as if just some rotting lump of convened sugaroll.

This reads like it was written by some AI-generating program that tried to fit in big words but nonsensically. Yeah, if you sit around the house and follow the same routine for far too long, you will grow disgusted and bored with a lot of things. There was this dude I knew and was friends with up until earlier this year, and he would hardly work. He got really low part-time hours every week, and brought in disability benefits which I believe he didn't actually need. The guy could never keep himself entertained, and he always needed to sap the energy of other people in order to keep from being bored. He brought in more money than me and most of the people I know despite working a lot less hours, and wasted most of it on stupid stuff that he would turn around and regret a week or two later when he had no money left for other things. He was constantly scheming, he always wanted to find some way to make more money by doing absolutely nothing. Don't be like that. Keep yourself entertained, keep busy, and be altruistic instead of a constant downer.

"now i look at them and instinctively feel repulsed as if just some rotting lump of convened sugaroll." You sound like you've just recently 'woken up' and found yourself disgusted with the way the world's going, and what you were half-asleep-shovelling into yourself (the actually-unhealthy cookies) - yes? PS: I must admit, I too found your opening post hard to make head or tail of at-first. Are you AI or non-English-speaking and using Google Translate?