Plz help me

i wan to cry but i wudnt... i wan to die but i shudnt... i wan to smile but i cudnt... life is strange... the ppl whm we live for r strange... ... they wan u to listen watevr they r saying... if u dont listen they are sad...keep complaining that u dont even care for them n thr happiness... if u do wat they say they r again sad that u aren't happy as u did it against ur will...just for thr sake... life is so confusing...ppl are so confusing... we can not hv wat we want we dont like wat we have still we keep breathing...we keep moving ahead... life goes on...we keep living... hope is all that we have...hope for a betr tomoro.. hope that sum day sum whr we wil b wit the ones we love d most.. hope that we wil b happy actually happy n not faking smiles hope to have sum1 our own...whom we can live wit n whom we can die for.. hope is all wat i hv right now... lets c whethr it stays wit me til the end or leaves me behind like all those ppl who had already left me to sufr in ths cruel world...!!!

When I read this I SMILED!!....You Took those words right out of that spot inside my head where I have spent so much time lately...But I could have ever put them together so beautifully to explain exactly how I feel......Thank You...It feels like my Soul has been captured and is being held hostage by the TERIFIC HEART/BRAIN/GUT TRIO...And Who knows what it's gonna take to get it back!!!

atleast i was able to put ur feelings/thoughts in words..mine i just dont undrstnd...but till now i have learnt one thing...everything happens for a reason...for us wat it is hope we wil come to know soon...