All I need is a second chance

Hey everyone although my problem is complicated I will try to make it short and clear I was going out with a girl since last year she looved me sooo damn much but I only liked her that time so after 7 months I decided to leave her because I felt I don't really love her and I felt I'm bored with her so I took my way and she took hers and after a month I felt that I really miss her and all I want is to be with her but I didn't wanna talk with her because I wasn't sure .... 2 weeks later she decided to go out with another guy that's when I knew I ilove her because I felt so damn jalous now all I need is a second chance with her I want to show her how much I love her and I iwant to play fifa with her again and kiss her jaw I really miss her ... I told her all that but she said that she's sorry she doesn't wanna be hurt again and she doesn't love me anymore :s ... the next month it's our anniversarry together it's gonna be a year since we're together I really wanted to talk to you people about this problem I know most of you will say move on duude but I really tried and I couldn't she the first one I love and I can't let her go I always think of her I ireally love her thanks for reading