Was I stupid or crazy

Hi, well here goes. I've been married for almost two years been together for almost three. Well here goes... I meet my husband it was wonderful for the first few months. Then I started fe,eling he was cheating. Of course it was true. He was cheating on me with a woman that was pregnant before he meet her. We decided to pull apart but work on us. In the mean time he moves ib with her. Started drinking popping pills, and more. Went to jail for 18 months ,during this time i was pregnant with triplets. While he was incarcerate we decided to work on our relationship. Come to find out he was was also working on there's(his n the other woman). . This winan and I gies back and forward regarding him. However he and myself gets married while he is incarcerate. After a few months of being married i found out he wants this child by the other wiman to be his so she gave this child my husband last name. And i lost mines. Hold on the roller coaster ride just beginning. Later i find out through his family he likes Trannies. Whoa? Now after finding out I'm pregnant again. This woman after two years is back. Then his family tells me I have to deal with this all his male liking past he giving another child not his his name, also his cheating and all. Where the fudge did I go wrong? Help crazy I still love him. I don't want this but i love the him before all this.

You have several problem, I feel for you. I think you should start by trying to gain an understanding of his Trannie ways. Maybe try to find an chat site for trannies and ask them some questions. He may just like to dress in women's clothes, that's not a threat to you. Then you can at least address one of your issues. The other woman is another issue? You either have to accept he will always have a mistress or that your life would be better without her and that means him. With a child he will always be in your life but you will have to but the child first. Be strong! Find other people to support you, then you will be able to move forward with less craziness.

Thank you blush girl. But i can never accept her nor her child. If it was his then i would have to ponder on that if i wanted to stay with him. But I feel I will never or can ever accept a mistress. If she likes that title then she can have. But as for his tranny ways. He dated one before i meet him. Use to hear him and people speak on this person but never thought it was a man until after he was incarcerated. When I gets a call from his phone from him. .. All this messed with my heart, self-esteem, who I am as a person making seems since him all the wrong decisions. Because of all this.. I lie often now to him.. I I'm just not myself. But I've been transferring all this weight back on him to carry not me. But thank yoh. Anyone else have advice or insite