I am just so pathetic at loving someone

i want to tell you about my problem please help me out. i am just so pathetic at loving someone, lets start with my mom she is the i love the most but i am the only reason behind her pain i am just so selfish that at times the only person i think about is me. still my mom loves me so much. i was with a guy i am truly in love with him but yesterday he left me because i insulted him infront of everyone for no good reason. i never appreciaated his efforts i never saw the good side of our relationship the only thing i saw was the bad side. i am shattered now i dont know what to do and how to react i miss him so much but the thing which is killing me is that how i can be so selfish. it doesnt mean that i dont love them i love them so much that i cant imagine my life without them but i always endup hurting people i love. please help me out. i really need your help

I empathize with what you feel Roha. I would like to understand you better. Could you tell me how / what you think of yourself as a person? Your reply will surely help the rest of the readers here understand your feelings better. I care for you & will say a prayer for you tonight. Take care :-)

I think I just can't love someone. I always feel insecure in relationships and because of this I keep on complaining. I miss my man a lot. I did so wrong to him. He will never come back now