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My feelings for this guy are unreal

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So I have a brother who plays hockey, and my situation involves one of his teammates. Well, I guess I'll just start from the very beginning where I think it all started. I followed some of my brother's teammates on Twitter, and only two of them followed me back (Michael, and Bryan, these aren't their real names but I'm just using them because it can get confusing without them). Well, Michael favorites some of my tweets while Bryan doesn't. Michael even talked to me on their even though he had a girlfriend, too (He talked to her all the time on Twitter, there's not a day that goes by when he doesn't talk to her on there)! I couldn't believe it was happening, and he talked to me a couple times. [Note: I have a friend that followed the same people, Michael and Bryan followed her back too but Michael didn't favorite or talk to her on Twitter] Anyways, time passed and it turns out the guys on the hockey team are making fun of whoever followed us back on Twitter. Bryan ended up unfollowing us, while Michael still does. He even retweets some of my tweets too! So they all know that Michael follows me, I wonder if they make fun of him? Weeks pass, and we go on Christmas Break. This is when I think Michael's girlfriend broke up with him because he was tweeting about how lonely he is, he just needs to get out of the city, and you wanted this. Stuff like this he tweeted the whole vacation. Well we all get back from vacation and it's time for one of their hockey games me and my friend go to. We get there, and the first thing I see is Michael walk by (what a coincidence). [Note: At this time I don't like him, just feel sorry he's lonely] He's not playing today because he's working the scoreboard and announcing. It was at the end of the game and there was a fight. Michael is sitting in the penalty box with someone from the team, talking. Then I see both of them turn around and look at me and my friend for about 2 whole minutes, and they are still talking. Well, I know they're not looking at anyone behind us because it's some of their teammates sitting there who aren't playing for the night. Anyways, after the game, Michael is in a big hurry to get out of the ice rink. Me and my friend are standing outside waiting for my brother. I remember looking kind of up for some reason, I don't know my eyes were just stuck. And then Michael walks by and I didn't realize it was him because he was running to get out the door. But then he completely stops and looks over at me, we make eye contact for about 5 seconds. He smiles at me, and just walks on. I don't even know what my face expression was, I think I was in complete shock. Because when we made eye contact, he was right in front of me and I felt an instant connection with him. I felt like we were in a movie, and we were the only two people on the earth. Time felt like it slowed down and it was just us in that ice rink. Not standing in a crowd. I feel like this was supposed to happen. I asked my friend if she saw it happen because she was standing right next to me, but she said she didn't see a thing. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now, it's the next day. And they have another game today. My friend isn't going though because she's not feeling well. It's just me and my dad. Nothing really happens at the game or anything, but Michael was playing today. I remember seeing him going back to the bench after his shift for a line change, but fell and nailed the boards really hard as he was skating there. He got up so slowly, and sat on the bench. I felt so bad, and I know he was embarrassed. I just wanted to run over there and hug him, tell him it was gonna be okay. (I really don't know why, it's not like I liked him or anything.) But then afterwards my dad and my brother went into the pro shop that was there, at the ice rink. I was sitting by myself, with some of my brother's teammates next to me, waiting for him to give him a ride. Then Michael and Bryan came out, one of my brother's teammates next to me yelled out Michael's last name. (Of course!!!!!! I don't want Michael to turn around because I was feeling extremely nauseous that day, due to that once a month thing.) But Michael and Bryan both turn around and walk to their teammate sitting next to me. As they walked over, they talked quietly. Which was extremely weird and I couldn't hear a word they were saying. Anyways, they left and we all left eventually. As I got in the car I tweeted about how big of an upset that loss was and about 7 minutes later, Michael tweeted the same thing. The thing is, he never tweets about hockey and this wasn't like him. Of course, then that feeling I had the last night when we made eye contact came back, and I was missing him like crazy. I was subtweeting about him for the rest of the night! And the weird part is that he was tweeting about how he was overthinking too, how you can't stop fate, and reality just hit him. Then posted a song (Red Lights by Tiesto). This is what really messed me up. Because I was feeling the same way towards him. But I don't even know if he was subtweeting about me or what?!?! We both were in the same mood at the same time though, and this is all we were tweeting about that night. Now, every once in awhile I would tweet something, and an hour later he would tweet pretty much the same thing, just different words. But now he is tweeting about his ex-girlfriend, I think, again. And I'm freaking out and don't know what to do! Any advice?!?!?!?! I feel like he's all I think about now, just because I made that connection. And I just really want to get to know him! Because I don't like people, and I never made a connection like this before! And it seemed like he felt the same way the very next day! I really don't think this is a coincidence. But it could be! Like I said, I think we were supposed to make that eye contact, and I do think I'm supposed to feel this way towards him. I don't know, I can't really explain anymore...

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