My girl

first of all, i met the most amazing girl online, we are in different country's but the love is so strong, im planning on moving to her country we talked of marriage, a family, the future! everytime i planned on going to her, she was like wait, for this or that, i kept saying she was making excuses but she insisted i was wrong that she was in love with me and wanted to be with me, for almost 2 years weve done the long distance relationship, well i stumbled on a picture of her and come to find out all the pictures she sent to me was someone else, ive tried to get her to do cam but she always made excuses why she wouldnt, well now i know why, so here we are i still love her because ive been sincere about everything..she said she was sorry, but she acts all nonchalant. she used to get mad at me saying she hated fake people and liars, and thats all shes done for 2 years!! i still dont think shes into it, i dont think shes going to marry me, but what do i do with my feelings, i feel so betrayed!! she acts all distant with me, if i did something to someone i loved id be making it right, but if i even try to discuss this with her shes like oh are we still on that?..yeah we never got past this!! what do i do?

Wolf, cut yourself away from this girl. I'm sorry, but you have fallen in love with a very false person. A person who has strung you along, used a false photo and is tramping all over your rightfully felt indignation now. Take a heads up of online affairs/relationships..you never really know the true person unless you meet them face to face. Her actions are speaking when she acts nonchalantly about it all, and her actions were speaking when she constantly postponed you going to her. You stated that if you loved someone and did something wrong to this person, you'd be making it right..is she? Sure, she may be amazing, but, reading between the lines of your post, she's also insincere, betraying, dishonest, scheming and deceitful...these are just a few words to describe her...why would you marry someone like this? Take your thoughts further and 'listen' to your gut and not your heart.

Wolf you are in love with an imaginary girl. This person you met online only helped you picturise a part of your imagination. The true person behind those emails and chats might be a totally different person even in personality leave alone looks. She played with you, belittled your feelings and is continuing to do so! 2 years is a pretty long time to remain under an anonymous face. She just had fun with you. Now its time for you to move on. Now coming to your feelings. Your feelings are all valid and you needn't blame it or lose it, you only need to find another real girl who will fit into that imaginative mould you have created for yourself and this online person definitely is not the one. Go out, date other girls and find someone good for yourself.