I won't ever fall in love again

I'm 25. I'm chubby. I think I'm cute (at least I get attention from men), but I've never ever in my life had a boyfriend. My only record was 3 days when I dated my close friend but he told me it was a misunderstanding and confusion and I looked so pitiful he couldn't bring himself to tell me about it, and I ended up falling in love with him and it sure dragged on for a long time, it happened back in college. I have one issue I can't get over with no matter what - my breasts are not beautiful. They sag, have big dark areola, are look more triangular than round and one is 1 cup bigger than the other. I hang out in the high-level society due to the company I work in and stuff, and no matter how much you tell me that the man would love me for who I am and not my body, it's just not true here. I'm chubby but I have an attractive figure, and I'm horrified that if a man undresses me, how disappointed he would be when he sees my breasts. He might not show it (it would be even worse if he comments on it), but I'd know myself and I don't think I'd be able to live with it. I've looked up some minor breasts surgeries but they all leave scars and I don't want that. Truth be told, I think I'd be a very lustful person, having sex every single day not once if I was not ashamed of my chest. The men I hang out with, the men I talk to at work and so on, I'm 100% sure they'd be rather disappointed if they saw my chest. And I feel like it's time to make a resolution to keep away from relationships, since they don't come to me anyway, and just live with my fictional characters (I write stories) and my imagination. It's stupid but men in reality do love with their eyes as well, don't they? I can't tell my friends about it, because they all have really beautiful bodies. I don't really care if I'm chubby or not, that can be solved, I know my good and bad points about my body and I'm fine with them, but I hate my chest.

Sweet Amanda, If this deal with your breasts are bothering you This much, and making your life seem a living hell, go seek out a reputable surgeon, who will take payments, and go ahead and do a "boob job." And along with this, start to put yourself on a diet, to lose the weight you might want, to get rid of the "chubbiness," and present----a brand New You. Good luck.xx

Hi i think you should see a surgeon , the will provide a counselor to CHAT with before any decision is made about surgery, it can help you make the decision. You are young and should be embracing life and celebrating your youth, not hiding. but the most important thing here and I STRESS THIS ONLY HAVE SURGERY FOR YOU..... not for anyone else. This is your body and you have to live with that choice forever. Take it slow until you are comfortable. Don't waste anymore time worrying about them, get moving on this.