Friends and ex

Ok so i went out with a lad for 3 months and month ago he broke up with me, he told me it was because he cared too much about me then he told people it was because we didn't go out anymore and i changed and that he didn't love me anymore and that i said stuff which he knew i didn't mean so when i was going out with him, we all knew my best friend at the time liked him so like a couple of days before me and him broke up she told people that me and him were.... you know but it wasn't one bit true so then a couple days later he broke up with me and then he started liking the girl who spread stuff about me and him so when they were liking each other and all she was still spreading stuff that I did to him and all so then she started spreading stuff about her and him and he stopped talking to her and then he went after my other friend and like I still can't stop thinking about him even though its been a month i still aint over him and if i tell how i feel about him he'll only jeer me for the rest off my life so what do i do ?

He is a fool!!!! I know you think he is the bee knees and your whole world. It will take time to get over him and you will in your own time when you are ready. I wouldn't tell him how you feel. But I would get all these feelings out of you so you don't crawl up with them any longer. It will cloud your judgement and your choices. Write down how you feel, it could be a poem or a song in the future. This is too precious to express to someone who will not know what to do with it...namely him. Guard yourself from this kind of experience again.