Confused.. need advice

I have had a friend for close to ten years. When we were both single two years ago we hooked up a couple times and we said we loved each other. I started to date someone soon after and then my friend hated me (understandable). He has gotten over it slowly and now we are friends again except we have this tension sexually between us.. My boyfriend of two years is awesome and someone I could be with forever but will I ever be able to get over this friend? I think I love him too.. Do I need to be with him to know? I am still young and i dont know what to do.. I dont want to loose my boyfriend forever but this feeling of my friend isnt going away

It seems that you haven't fully moved on from your friend. If you can, you should get closure from him directly and confirm for yourself that there's nothing more going on between the two of you. Of course, this is assuming that you do value your relationship with your current boyfriend and want it to go smoothly.