Slip of the tongue

My fiancee and i have been together for over 4 years we both work and go to school this month we are supposed to move out and get our first place together he has a 7 year old from a previous marriage. Last weekend I wasnt feeling well and the dr. put me on dexamethasone its for allergies but its a steroid i am only 100lbs and feel the steroid took to my blood stream too fast. I was very angry my fiancee made a silent dinner where he had big utencils and we were to eat our food like that it was fun and i picked up a meat ball with my foot. Crazy right I wanted to make my family laugh he said is was gross i shrugged it off then later in the night i took another pill not realizing i took it early and i became very very mean and i said i was just trying to make you 2 f's laugh i didnt know my future step daughter was in the room needless to say i left and went home and she cried in his arms for an hour because she had to go home because i couldnt stay the night to take her in the mornind because i wasnt in my right mind at all. Please make it a point the night before that my fiancee hid this medicine and told me he was giving me an allergy pill found out next day it wasnt it was a sleeping pill and if you miss a dose of the steroid it says call dr immediately so i couldnt control my anger or what i said i would never say anything bad about my little girl i tried to explain once i discontinued the meds but he wont talk to me its been about a week now. This passed wednesday was my 29th birthday and he didnt show he says the medicine is a cop out and no matter what i was on i should of controlled my mouth and anger. I wrote my step kid a laughter explaining i was sorry and i was hulk smash mad no reply yet. The only communication my fiance and i have is through facebook and anything i write he reads but stays silent i didnt mean to say what i said i apologzed perfusely what else can i do?

Its not all tour fault yes you slipped and said some things,but he should have never switched your medication. Now that's his fault tou did your part to explain and apologize to two both of them, maybe you should wait and see what he has to say.