Confused

I don't know if I like this kid or if I admire him. He's older than me by about 5 yearss I guess. I look up to him as an older sibling I guess and I guess I see him as one, but at the same time i'm intrested in him maybe?? I don't think I want to be in an relationship, but just want to get to know him better and yeah I want to be like friends cause they seem intresting. I dont know what else to add so am I in love with him or like do admire them?? Also what should I do??

I think you are attracted towards him but at the same time see him as a friend so it's not love but I think you are just attracted towards him so yeah , just keep talking to him and you'll find out