Saving my life

hi. i am a 17 year old boy looking forward for a better future but i am stuck in between. i started my journey very enthusiastucally buy somehow i have lost all my interest in studies .I was very good at studies but now i dont even touch my books. the worst part is i have my exams (20 days left).but i know that even if i revise properly i ll get good marks but i dont feel moyivated , i.always feel low ,dont eat properly , fight with my parents , and i have totally lost my dreams . i dont how i.pass my days . another problem is i am a porn addict and i think it to be as the root cause of all other problems (i am not sure). i cant sleep without masturbating at night . Sometimes i feel that should give up and end my life but then i say no, i ll give up rather i ll face a defeat. please i need help nd urgently otherwise my life will be ruined.

You lost the thing named Love. Find that love! (a girl, a thing you like, a passion or other) then it will change your mood.

I was 18 before I started watching alot of porn. I think its only natural its a part of you becoming a man and eventually it pass.