I like disorders

Is it weird that I want a disorder? I already have very bad anxiety but I want more. I think I have depression to but I want my parents to see that. I also want an eating disorder and so lately I have been trying not to eat. I think the reason I want this is because my parents are pushing me to much, making me go to things all the time to help my anxiety and also making me do lots of extra schoolwork because I am behind. I am tired and I just want them to see that, I want them to feel like they made me depressed or or that they are the reason I have an eating disorder. I just want them to be wrong for once, I want them to be the ones responsible for how I am. Is this weird?