Other men

Husband had prostrate removed 3 months ago due to cancer.Taking tablets from the doctor to try and help things down there so we can have sex one day again. I have been on dating sites for years and have slepted with a few guys. Last one was a month ago and it felt so good to have it again instead of just going to bed and going to sleep. I have been cheating on husband before he had this horrible disease and its to do with feeling wanted and attracted by other men. I dont find husband attracted in bed or really want him in bed, its nice to cuddle up to him. we have oral but i wouldnt say it was the be all and end all and most of the time i would rather read a book. I crave other men most times.

Cam I ask you something how do you feel about that? I realize that you're sexually deprived but going out and cheating on your husband is going against you marriage vows you're married! You could've at least discussed it with your husband first before you went out and cheated. Maybe just maybe he might have understood and gave you his blessing. I know I'm beating you up here but what you're doing is unfair and wrong

Why do you say you are not attracted to your husband? Are you being fair to him? Does he love you and try to please you? I agree with Scopes. You need to be honest. But don't tell him he is unattractive unless you are ready to rip his heart out and divorce him.