Relationship dependency

i wrote a post a fews weeks ago, male 44, things have now spiralled out of control and im leaving this planet as soon as it gets dark, which is now about 3 hours away

Hang on in there Eejet - don't do anything crazy like you're suggesting. Please call a national helpline if your this close to the edge.

Are you still on this planet? I hope that you chose to stick around and not take your own life :(

still here tandy, really given myself a mountain to climb now with how events turned out, have to fight now to keep my job, cover my rent and face the embarassment of people who are not true friends knowing what happened,the only positive that came from this is i have more problems now taking up my time that the constant heartache of my ex (whom is never gonna happen again not my choice) is being slighly masked by all this. i live on a small island and it doesnt take long for anything to circulate,thanks for your concern it really does make a massive difference, only just got messages because im allowed out of hospital now.