About my sex life

Alright, so let me start by introducing myself. I'm Summer, almost 21, from California. I wanna share something and hope i won't get judged or be name-called. Here we go. I was browsing and found a forum with a question "how old are you and now many different men have you slept with". Now I've never counted them but I made a quick try. I never considered myself a hussy or easy but after what i discovered (and am about to tell you) i have my doubts. I have sex for 5 years now. I always have two boyfriends and I change them every six months. 2x2=4 a year x 5= 20 men. Every month I also have sex with at least two other men. 12x2=24 a year x 5 = 120 till now. Together they make 140 different men (never counted them but the number is close enough. give or take 10%) at age 21ish. To be clear though I never go to bed with the first who asks me nor with everybody. I turn many many ones down and I choose carefully the one I am about to sleep with. The bar is set high. Despite that it's a lot. I was living comfortably and confident i was a good girl and not easy but do these numbers tell a different story? I'm not really sure why I'm telling you all this. Maybe I need only to share, maybe I need a discussion or why not an advice. What I am sure I'm gonna get though is to be called a hussy, slut, freak, liar maybe, and everything from the "list".

I don't think anyone on here can judge you because we don't know you. Listen I can only give you my opinion which I think you're looking for something in these guys, and when you don't find it you are on to the next. You can't do that. You are still young and you're going to come across many more guys just know that you don't have to sleep with them all and if you feel like you might do that just give yourself a reminder. Yes you have a big number but you can change and leave that in the past.